Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I Stand Amazed
I just wanted to take a minute and thank you all for your prayers and support over the course of the last few days. I am still in a state of disbelief. When I bustle around the house doing normal tasks it feels like Kevin will be here momentarily. Then I trip over his tennis shoes or look at his toothbrush and I realize that he won't be back. These have been hard days. But I know that I will see Kevin again. I know that he is with Jesus and that he isn't hurting anymore. As I gaze into the eyes of my precious children I am reminded that God granted a miracle to me - all 6 are alive and healthy. The blessings that have come out of this tragedy have been incredible. In fact, they have blown me away. The night of the accident I made a choice. I could have turned completely away from God -- I mean after all my life was forever changed. Or I could go all in and trust and believe that God is sovereign and that He will turn these ashes into beauty. I am all in. I praise my Jesus!